Chapter 15: Post-structuralist analysis

"I was honoured by a cordiality of reception that made me feel I really possessed the power to amuse him [Rochester]" (138).

It is evident that Jane is beginning to develop an attachment to Rochester as they spend more time together. Although this is her first affectionate relationship with a man, it is not what separates Rochester & Jane's relationship from Jane's past acquaintanceships (Helen, Mary, Ms. Temple). In the statement above, Jane is not only happy to be in Rochester's presence, but she is actually honored. The use of this word indicates that she is able to form a deeper connection with him, because of his superiority. As much as he tries to deny it, Jane is his subordinate as his employee. Fully acknowledging her inferiority, Jane expects to be treated with absolute disregard, disrespect, and scorn. However, on the contrary, Rochester actually treats her with regard, respect, and admiration: "I might have been as good as you, [Jane] - wiser, - almost as stainless. I envy your peace of mind, your clean conscience" (128). His words shock Jane, because she has never received compliments - especially from someone in a higher class than herself Therefore, it is natural that Jane would purposely use the word honored instead of a simple happy.